This personal story is told from the perspective of satellite engineer and vocalist Michael Dafferner, who is a member of an unknown 'math-core' metal band called Car Bomb. Over the course of three years--and three tours--he interviews the groups he performs with and questions why they are following the same frustrating path. Struggling with the reality of working a nine-to-five job and the desire to be a full-time musician, he examines why he chose such an unpopular genre of music. As he tours with more successful bands he begins to uncover the true meaning of success and why these bands take such big risks. Includes interviews with Lamb of God, Gojira, Richard Christy and many more.

Car_Bomb live at Mathcore Index Fest 2018 7/14/18 at Saint Vitus Bar. "Finish It" "The Sentinel" "Nonagon" "Constant Sleep" "From the Dust of This Planet" "Black Blood" "Gratitude" "Lights Out" "Auto-named" "Lower the Blade" "Gum Under the Table" "Bra-C-Ket" "Secrets Within"